Mind Dump

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

I Fucked Up

[18:38] *******: Ok.. I don't know how to start with this, but.. I guess I'll just get to my point... I can't accept the flowers the way they were meant to be accepted... I'm just... not ready for anything like that... and... I just can't. I'm really shaking right now, I just want to crawl in a hole and hide away from this... I'm not ready for a relationship at all... and I'm sorry if this hurts...
[18:38] *******: I really don't want it to... and.. if I've got this all wrong, then I've just made a total ass out of myself... But... I just can't.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

16 Days to Not Fuck Up

Valentines day is coming... I have to do something amazing for Kristina... will I fuck up in that time? Rachel seems to have quite a good idea...

[22:29] rachel: kk, we're gonna pretend i'm there for a sec *grabs your face in both hands* are you gonna fuck up? *shakes your head no* are you gonna do everything perfect? *shakes your head yes* are you gonna give up? *shakes your head no* are you gonna pull off what you're planning? *shakes your head yes*

That's logic you just can't argue with. Thanks Rachel, where the hell would I be without you?!

-nesdude

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Concept of Blogging

You know, I really want to make a good and intresting blog. But what's the point? I mean, blogging is almost bad as myspace, with people putting personal information and other things that cyber-stalkers could use to benefit themselves. Yawn.

Besides, I have other people to talk to when I need advice, erm, well, maybe that should read person. I dunno, it feels late, even thought it is only 9:30. That's what the end of Daylight Savings Time does to you, eh?

Oh well. Off to play Counter-Strike Source, only because if I play World of Warcraft, I won't stop.

-nesdude

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Happiness is a tub of Saltwater Taffy

Nothing brightens up your day (or night) more than a giant tub of saltwater taffy.

-nesdude